its Friday

this is my 1st week in Kedah and Friday over here means that it is the beginning of the weekend..hooray!!!
actually i have zero activity for the weekend because as always..no money, no talk...
haha..i think maybe for this weekend i want to seclude myself doing nothing..rilex a bit..clearing my mind from any problems(as if i have one at the moment)
ouh..maybe i want to go to the tailor...i bought a terengganu batik from Soli. so, i think its a great time to go there..
ermm...not much to talk about...just glad that its FRIDAY!!

1st tag for my blog

haha..this is a request from k-run and it is my first tag for this blog..so, im delighted to do it..hehe..

Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

1) crazy..crazier..craziest..
2) daredevil....she will do anything that she wants.
3) happy go lucky..always soothes me when im down.
4) great supporter...she always thinks that i can do anything that i want in life...
5) shes very...very..smart...salute~~

Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..

(1) love to read....watching tv...sleep...zzzz~~
(2) sometimes people dun really get wut im saying..haha...
(3) haha..my frens always said that im a bit blur ar times..
(4) i want to try and bungee jump in the future..tapi quite scared tho..
(5) a big fan of shoess..i cant get enough of it....shoe fetish..
(6) i wanna try cooking as a hobby...hopefully
(7) i dun like sitting in 1 place and doing the same routine over and over again...
(8) hope 2 find my future soulmate...insyaAllah
(9) do my best during practicum..and perform to the fullest
(10) I love being myself: not that im obsess being me...haha

Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..

OMG!!!..i dun have like 10 piple to do this..might as well tag my favourite bloggers..here they are:

1) suzanne: i met this gurl during my 1 month in KMM..sucha a lovely gurl..i admit shes cute and have a really great sense of humour.

2) kak long: if ur reading this~~yes i tag u..hehe...my schoolmate in PDRM..very cheerful..cherioss gurl~~

3) wawa: haha..ok..very hyper gurl..but i simple adore her..very lucky pidoss to have her..hehe..

4) pidos: if ur reading this..ur tag man!!!..

Slow and steady

currently now im staying in the hostel..the internet connection was not really that stable and im suffering in boredomland for a few days. arghhhh..help..somebody pls take me away somewhere for a looooonggg weekend. im desperately in need of a way to escape from here.

its not that i hate being here..ermm..i dunno..wth??..
oh yes. at the moment my status for practicum is still blurry. i just get to know my partner first while the schools and supervisor is still a secret. nobody knows. pray to god that i will get a good+supernice supervisor.amin.try to hope for the best but always prepare for the worst and if whatever happens in the future just go through with open arms.

as i was sitting while writing this entry in my room, i realised that the view from my cubicle room at the second floor of the hostel is really splendid. here, i could see the classes and walkway if in case i want to spot the lecturers coming to class or not.oh! balai ilmu!!...can skodeng people dating2 at nite or even in the evening.nosy parker sunggoh.

Parking lot,errrmmm..of course cars...and more cars...
kooperasi, i dont know what interesting scenarios i can see..ermm..maybe, to see whether it is open or closed. i dun really buy my stuff there so, i guess it does not matter most..

nothing much appears to be extra interesting..*sigh*

away for a while

im away for a duration of tyme.
will update when i have ample tyme to write.
been very busy and stress out(yeke?)
a new phase in life.
preparing myself for my practicum.
im excited + scared.
clueless

My next saga

this wud be my next collection for my bookshelf:
since most of the people who read this book gives postitive comments on how the writer successfully weaven the story into an anticipating vampire love story. i decided to start of a new saga. well, not to be influence by the movie and edward cullen aka robert pattinson's bluey eyes, i tink it is unfair for me to judge the book based on the movie. i honestly think that the movie is bad.waaaayyyy bad.i almost fallen asleep while watching it in the CINEMA, not at home ok.so, i feel sorry for stephenie and decided to read in order to better judge the story holistically.
speaking from experience of watching movies that are based on well-known novel. it turns out that the novel was waaaayyyy better than the movie. for example: harry potter. nothing could compare to the novel.

after completing harry potter's series of books. stephenie meyer's twilight is next in line. im quite ashamed of being the out-dated ones who finally read the Harry Potter's novel. but, what can i say? before this i was not into it. since, i have read the 1st 2 books which is the philosopher's stone and chamber of secret, then i realised that i need to finished all the series. if not, it would be waste, rite?

also, the reason is that i have participated in a Harry Potter's forum during my 5th semester. i represent the chamber of secret and honestly, i really enjoyed being one of the panel of the forum and discussing about this book. sucha blast!!! the fever of Harry potter strucks me right after i participated in that forum. before this, i just enjoyed watching daniel radcliffe as Harry.Haha..not that much excitement into reading the actual book. however, i admit.im a bit late!.x kisah la.

anyway, after this..twilight..and c wut can i say bout the book.


p/s: oh yeah..the next sophie kinsella's book would be out on 21st July..cant wait!!!

Estimation : 3 more days to go..

i have another 3 more days before i start my new semester.yet, im still at home. im spending the last special minutes at home.
this coming sem wud be extra diferent bcoze i will start my practical..shite..
this means that i'm teaching in a real school with real corrupted students..
dang! how can i do this.geeeeezzzz.it feels so soon. i dun even have time to do some extra thinking about this.
well, like it or not...i have to face it with open arms.
i don't feel ready. who does? who have the ultimate confident in handling 30 over students in a secondary school? raise ur hands plss!!..
the one thing that stuck in my brain is that you will never feel ready if you hasitate and still refuse to try. so, y not give your self a chance and try.
you might not know the adventure ahead, aite? i don't care less about the supervisor and some of the crappy old sickening stuff..
im just going to do it...prepare my stuff...deliver..and...walla! we will c what happens..
after all, i got nuthin to loose so y bugging my head. perhaps. get ready and charge!

-end-

Everytime i closed my eyes

i see myself in a crowd

yet, no one notice me

i see people mingle around

talking, babbling, gossiping

about life.love.frustration.excellence.

i see myself in a deserted place

where there's only me and someone

He cuddles me so i won't feel afraid anymore

afraid of what may come in the future

about trust.relationships.heart ache

i see myself 10 years from now

but i don't see it clearly

not as clear when i was little

its all black and white with sparkling beads

i would fear to know what is it

about challenges.fear.love-hate.