1 nite in a karaoke box with a bunch of munchkins

yikes


a much control pose before singging



syaz n her gilaknesss

feelings: Totally Priceless

Saya Pemalas!!!

since that my last observation ended like yesterday. i was all ga-ga about it. but, my aim after this is to revise everything with my ss. i want them to be ready for their final exam soon. i hope i can do it before i go off from this school.
however, now im being sangatlah pemalas until i want to cry...
attitude sungguh la nie..
refuse to start another assignment which is halfly written..terbengkalai mcm tu je...
looking forward to regain back my strength warghhhhhhhhh...
nak jerit koat2...

im crazy bout this~~fearless

If that's the way you loveYou've got to learn so muchIf that's the way you say goodbye
And this is how it endsAnd i'm alright withinNever going to see me cryCause i've cried
Chorus:So go on go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love Out on the street I'm fearless Better believe i'm fearless fearless
So oh woh oh woh oh.....
If this is how it hurts It couldn't get much worseIf this is how it feels to fall
Then that's the way it isWe live with what we missWe learn to build another wallTill it falls
Chorus:So go on go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my loveOut on the streetI'm fearlessBetter believe i'm fearless fearless
So oh woh oh woh....
If it's between love and losingTo never have known the feelingAnd i'm still sad we've loved
And if i end up lonelyAt least i will be there knowingI believe in love
Go on go on break my heartI'll be okayI'm fearlessBetter believe i'm fearless fearless
Go on go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my loveOut on the streetI'm fearlessBetter believe i'm fearless
So oh woh oh....
So go on and leave my loveGo on and leave my loveGo on and leave my loveBetter believe i'm fearless fearlessFearless....

Raya Oh Raya! 23rd raya for me

i have successfully completed the month of Ramadhan.Alhamdulillah.
but i agree that this year, i have been a really lazy girl. yes i agree..
i always pray that i will improve day by day and i hope insyaAllah next i will be better. amin.
anyways, the raya celebration was superb. i truly enjoy the one week break.
at least away from the craziness in school
away from the tense of being observe by my lecturer..
huh..what a relief..
i totally revive my self..gaining my strength back for the last gear...
my practicum is almost toeards the end and at its peak..
im not that tense anymore. im a little bit conscious from now on.

well2, hari raya celebration was totally awesome..
the whole family of Abu Hassan's gather at perak...meeting my cousins really updated me with some news bout them.
i heard one of my aunty(but she is just 1 yre older than me) is getting engaged soon.but, she doesnt talk a lot so, i dun really got the full details..

and, during the raya also my closest friend, adik is married to her beloved hubby.
i only got to make it to the kenduri session due the over hari raya celebration....ngeeee~~
anyway, i still make it gurl!! and its a promise i made..

ermm..not so much to talk about..
just makan2...
chat2....
and then makan again...
after this is time to get fit again maaa..

im in control, dun worry sayangs!

well....well, next week would be my 8th week in smk aman jaya... a lot of experience i have gained through this process..
i learned:

• that i actually lurve to teach.
• my 4sc1 students are superb...i wish i could just simply copy and paste them to my future students...lurve u guys..
• 4b students are ok...but they need to brush up on their discipline..however, i still can control them...no worries..
• lesson plan...check...i have planned for the whole week..plus, i already drafted the literature lesson that my supervisor asked me to teach...yey!!!.need to search for more ideas.

hurmmm..seri sez that i will miss my students after the practicum ends... i dunno...right now, i have been complaining to end the practicum very soon. i just cant stand the pressure and all the observations.. i hate pressure..that's not really my normal life.however, i try to be more organise starting from today..so, i decided to just get ready with the materials for next week so that i wont be all crazy with " what am i gonna teach my student tomorrow???"....

just recently, i feel so pissed off with this 6 girls from my class....and i dont wanna talk about it.. its depressing just to remember their faces..

Yes, my brother is taken.

recently, something big happen in my family's life...ermmm..

my second bro, wan is officially engaged to kak Siti..welcome to Abu Hassan's clan Kak Siti..

hope you can suit well in our craziness life...ehehhe

oh...one thing that you have to know that we are all verrrrryyyy close...cause we are just one small family...ceh..macam kute sgt..

neway, the ceremony went splendidly well..alhamdulillah...

Our family represented with 5 dulangs of hantaran courtesy of Kak Iena's touch (my cousin)....

kak iena's touch of the hantaran was cool and pompous because of the golden+ brown colour...double high five to her...hiyakkk...

end of story...here are some of the snapshots..

the golden+brown theme

mak's first tyme...so farnie

obviously gambar ini gelap...*darn*

from left:the "guru" of hantaran...your inspiration is our satisfaction-and me

lesson planning + students= moody day

now here are some of my stories with these students..
kadang2 i come in with a wide smile while in my huge bag there is my RPM book..
konon2 i was like smangat gile nak didik these kids yang kind of haruk..but actually they are cool...they all are like me during thooooose days....i totally in love with them at the moment..
yes! they are all not angels...depa nie monkeyssss...siyes..
tapi..monkeys2 nie laa will make me feel like i was riding a rollercoaster in genting or miserable as if like i want to tie them to a tree in front of the pusat kokurikulum...psycho la plak...
overall, i feel over rated if i would say that everything goes well and sweet as pie..
there are days when these students tests me to the most until i have to really say how im soooo upset with them...i think thats the worst...
well yeah...some of them were shouting so loudly "soooorrryyy teacher, pls dun be upset with us. we promise not to do it again"...then,my heart melted..
pastu, goes again another incident yg buat gue panas hati...so, the angels2 in the class came flying and comfort me until i feel that i am not that strong to be firm to my students..

however, i refuse to yell and nag at them like mothers...they are adults..ok, mebbe almost adults...so, i think i need to treat them accordingly---to their age--now thats a method..haha..
im to good...im not strict....i wish i dont wanna be that...
but, for their own good...sorry guys...the momma in school gotta take act!!!

hiyakkkkkkkkkkk!!!

building rapport with the students and teachers

my first week in school is quite a joy ride..i haven't started to enter my class yet..
just doin some ice breaking session with the students..
i have been assigned to teach 4B and 4sc1...
i love 4b but the ride is just so early to predict how they behave in class..herrmm..hope they can really behave+participate in class..
well, the teachers were very warm and welcoming..
altho me and my partner have some issues with the "mr. watever"...however, we have rise back ourselves to convince that we never said it...its funny how things work in school...not so bright i wud say..arghhh...just hate that..
while..for next week the students will sit for their july monthly test and Co-curiculum day...for the C0-curriculum day, i will be helping the scrabble club setting up the stall.. and we will be selling nasi beryani...wow!!!...just cant wait...
so, students 4B and 4Sc1, good luck kids!!!...all the best...

I'm stress before the battle really starts

im scared of the students..
the teachers..
my supervisor..
i want an A in my hand..like my other friends..
im stress out just thinking about this..
i kept thinking that i should do this and that..
but sometimes i think that i just have to get it done perfectly despite what others would say about their school...their supervisor...
stand straight...chin high...
u have not started the battle yet..so dont give up...
get all ur tools ready and show it off!!!

Quick Recap...

heres a quick summary on my boring yet thoughtful life:
1. got to know that my Practical wud be in SMK Aman Jaya (never ever heard about it)
2. not that really excited to start off the next week with big smiles..
3. bought a huge black bag especially to be brought to school.
4. comforter hunting lasted with a white and pink embroidery set that cost ok laaa (happy hour)
5. sucessfully denied my strong feelings of owning a sungguh-english Aldo shoes. (fuh!)
6. Eating out with bubbly friends at Seoul Garden...tingat mase p Seoul..wuhuuu..
7. Bought a google mini black dress which is super duper cute plus its on craziee sale...
8. Preparing very hard for a short yet important presentation for Mr Nukman...
9. Some controversial issues regarding my brothers relationship in life...
10. The juniors are in this week and a sign struck my head...
11. cant think more..bye2...

Destiny...

i will never know what my destiny will be:

partner in crime?
soul mate?
life?
family?

most of my friends right now are having problems with relationships...
some of them tend to break it off.others will just take it slow while finding the true strength in their relationship..well, i guess being in a relationship is complicated (like the status in facebook and friendster)..so, if ur in or out from a relationship then "its complicated" will surely be the best tagline ever..

my friend proposes that staying single as long as she could would give her the freedom that she wants.i guess its just destiny.you cant plan it because sometimes it comes naturally.
as for me, i believe that u can plan ur relationships in life but the destiny will write out how its going to be in the future.

while giving all sorts of suggestions and advices to my fellow friends, it came across me that you never actually feel that the relationship is over. you try to save it for the better. but if you try to hard and it all does not really matter, then you feel that it is an ultimate waste..and..and...u start to feel hopeless..

anyways, it all comes to the fact that destiny.....

Another Friday...

actually, i only have time to update my blog on fridays seems that its the only time where i have the most ample moment to sit and write anything...
well, i havent receive any news on schools which i will be placed for the practicum..so, my partner and i waited anxiously for any news regarding the schools and also the supervisor..*sigh*
this past week is not that hectic..but readily i have been assigned for 2 majooooor assignments...we all tot that it would be no assignments since we were going for our practicum..but sadly to announce that we haveeeeeeeeee assignments!!!! warghhh..
menci2...
as always i procastinate a bit..i didnt even start to search for the materials for the individual presentation..gilerk siakkk!!...well, the topics are also have not been given yet, camaner nak stat beb...so, we all need to wait again.. another *sigh*....at least im not stress out lageh..mebbe i will save it for later...haha..
well, here are the quick recaps for yesterday
this is what i did yesterday:
8-9 a.m : Mr Nukman's class...nearly fell asleep because of i-really-dunno-y..it seems like haf of the class dozed off....sorry Mr Nukman..peace.

9-10 a.m : breakfast time!!! saat2 paling indah...had 4 kuihs..

10.30 a.m : Head to penang...wuuuuuuuuuuu...of course with mak and wan..

1.00 p.m: lunch time at seoul garden...favourite place on earth for all u can dine restaurant...

4.30 a.m : head back to SP....

its Friday

this is my 1st week in Kedah and Friday over here means that it is the beginning of the weekend..hooray!!!
actually i have zero activity for the weekend because as always..no money, no talk...
haha..i think maybe for this weekend i want to seclude myself doing nothing..rilex a bit..clearing my mind from any problems(as if i have one at the moment)
ouh..maybe i want to go to the tailor...i bought a terengganu batik from Soli. so, i think its a great time to go there..
ermm...not much to talk about...just glad that its FRIDAY!!

1st tag for my blog

haha..this is a request from k-run and it is my first tag for this blog..so, im delighted to do it..hehe..

Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

1) crazy..crazier..craziest..
2) daredevil....she will do anything that she wants.
3) happy go lucky..always soothes me when im down.
4) great supporter...she always thinks that i can do anything that i want in life...
5) shes very...very..smart...salute~~

Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..

(1) love to read....watching tv...sleep...zzzz~~
(2) sometimes people dun really get wut im saying..haha...
(3) haha..my frens always said that im a bit blur ar times..
(4) i want to try and bungee jump in the future..tapi quite scared tho..
(5) a big fan of shoess..i cant get enough of it....shoe fetish..
(6) i wanna try cooking as a hobby...hopefully
(7) i dun like sitting in 1 place and doing the same routine over and over again...
(8) hope 2 find my future soulmate...insyaAllah
(9) do my best during practicum..and perform to the fullest
(10) I love being myself: not that im obsess being me...haha

Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..

OMG!!!..i dun have like 10 piple to do this..might as well tag my favourite bloggers..here they are:

1) suzanne: i met this gurl during my 1 month in KMM..sucha a lovely gurl..i admit shes cute and have a really great sense of humour.

2) kak long: if ur reading this~~yes i tag u..hehe...my schoolmate in PDRM..very cheerful..cherioss gurl~~

3) wawa: haha..ok..very hyper gurl..but i simple adore her..very lucky pidoss to have her..hehe..

4) pidos: if ur reading this..ur tag man!!!..

Slow and steady

currently now im staying in the hostel..the internet connection was not really that stable and im suffering in boredomland for a few days. arghhhh..help..somebody pls take me away somewhere for a looooonggg weekend. im desperately in need of a way to escape from here.

its not that i hate being here..ermm..i dunno..wth??..
oh yes. at the moment my status for practicum is still blurry. i just get to know my partner first while the schools and supervisor is still a secret. nobody knows. pray to god that i will get a good+supernice supervisor.amin.try to hope for the best but always prepare for the worst and if whatever happens in the future just go through with open arms.

as i was sitting while writing this entry in my room, i realised that the view from my cubicle room at the second floor of the hostel is really splendid. here, i could see the classes and walkway if in case i want to spot the lecturers coming to class or not.oh! balai ilmu!!...can skodeng people dating2 at nite or even in the evening.nosy parker sunggoh.

Parking lot,errrmmm..of course cars...and more cars...
kooperasi, i dont know what interesting scenarios i can see..ermm..maybe, to see whether it is open or closed. i dun really buy my stuff there so, i guess it does not matter most..

nothing much appears to be extra interesting..*sigh*

away for a while

im away for a duration of tyme.
will update when i have ample tyme to write.
been very busy and stress out(yeke?)
a new phase in life.
preparing myself for my practicum.
im excited + scared.
clueless

My next saga

this wud be my next collection for my bookshelf:
since most of the people who read this book gives postitive comments on how the writer successfully weaven the story into an anticipating vampire love story. i decided to start of a new saga. well, not to be influence by the movie and edward cullen aka robert pattinson's bluey eyes, i tink it is unfair for me to judge the book based on the movie. i honestly think that the movie is bad.waaaayyyy bad.i almost fallen asleep while watching it in the CINEMA, not at home ok.so, i feel sorry for stephenie and decided to read in order to better judge the story holistically.
speaking from experience of watching movies that are based on well-known novel. it turns out that the novel was waaaayyyy better than the movie. for example: harry potter. nothing could compare to the novel.

after completing harry potter's series of books. stephenie meyer's twilight is next in line. im quite ashamed of being the out-dated ones who finally read the Harry Potter's novel. but, what can i say? before this i was not into it. since, i have read the 1st 2 books which is the philosopher's stone and chamber of secret, then i realised that i need to finished all the series. if not, it would be waste, rite?

also, the reason is that i have participated in a Harry Potter's forum during my 5th semester. i represent the chamber of secret and honestly, i really enjoyed being one of the panel of the forum and discussing about this book. sucha blast!!! the fever of Harry potter strucks me right after i participated in that forum. before this, i just enjoyed watching daniel radcliffe as Harry.Haha..not that much excitement into reading the actual book. however, i admit.im a bit late!.x kisah la.

anyway, after this..twilight..and c wut can i say bout the book.


p/s: oh yeah..the next sophie kinsella's book would be out on 21st July..cant wait!!!

Estimation : 3 more days to go..

i have another 3 more days before i start my new semester.yet, im still at home. im spending the last special minutes at home.
this coming sem wud be extra diferent bcoze i will start my practical..shite..
this means that i'm teaching in a real school with real corrupted students..
dang! how can i do this.geeeeezzzz.it feels so soon. i dun even have time to do some extra thinking about this.
well, like it or not...i have to face it with open arms.
i don't feel ready. who does? who have the ultimate confident in handling 30 over students in a secondary school? raise ur hands plss!!..
the one thing that stuck in my brain is that you will never feel ready if you hasitate and still refuse to try. so, y not give your self a chance and try.
you might not know the adventure ahead, aite? i don't care less about the supervisor and some of the crappy old sickening stuff..
im just going to do it...prepare my stuff...deliver..and...walla! we will c what happens..
after all, i got nuthin to loose so y bugging my head. perhaps. get ready and charge!

-end-

Everytime i closed my eyes

i see myself in a crowd

yet, no one notice me

i see people mingle around

talking, babbling, gossiping

about life.love.frustration.excellence.

i see myself in a deserted place

where there's only me and someone

He cuddles me so i won't feel afraid anymore

afraid of what may come in the future

about trust.relationships.heart ache

i see myself 10 years from now

but i don't see it clearly

not as clear when i was little

its all black and white with sparkling beads

i would fear to know what is it

about challenges.fear.love-hate.

terminator plus shopping equals to a fun day

yesterday morning i woke up late.haha.since the nite before i was playing scrabble with a bunch of really expert scrabble players.i played it online of course. and, for sure they are expert coze they are all are mostly from England!! duh, they are the native speakers of English and for sure they are really good, aite. well, thats not the story actually.Haha.

My plan for the day is to grant my last cinema galore and final shopping in Johor. oh yeah, next week im heading back 2 Kedah where i will start my Practikm.dat is another problem.

i plan 2 meet adik in Jusco Tebrau after i finish watching TERMINATOR. what a blast. thumbs up to the movie.eventho, not a terminator fan, still i think the movie was marvelous. not to be miss by anyone.

after that, meet adik at Watson and there goes the shopping haven.haha..

watson: i bought "ehem" girls stuf.monthly needs + a weighing scale (becoze its on sale)..sangatla merepek..and its purple..

then, our stomach is in need of fast food so we headed for kfc first since both of us wanted to try the new and alluring kfc's latest spicy chicken.forgot the name tho.but we failed as the snake q that we were lining up was so long.so we surrendered to other people. no luck there.

so, another favourite stop for us is sikeret recipe laaa..where else?

i ordered my regular spagheti meatballs yummy and ice lemon tea...adik ordered for sometin like chicken stuffed wit cheese in it. looks good..maybe i'll try another time!!

after stuffing our self with good food. then the adrenaline for real shopping make its way..

wahhhh!!!!..sale tyme...

no..actually, i just need what i need..yeah..a bed sheet..queen size...look for that only ok..

so, i said to adik "queen size bedsheet with purple or pink colour only"

after searching hi and low for the perfect one..there are a few which is really more than nice...

but the price and budget, finally..the conclusion is a purple leafy printed bedsheet..

so sweet...

that's all. i manage to control my self..great for a start...need to save more..

lastly, waving tata to adik before both of us heads home..

-wonderful day but the trafic was really hectic-

Biggest Doraemon!!!

ahahaha..

1st impression when i saw dis big guy over here is..

"gile beso menatang nieh"

this is the biggest doraemon i have ever seen..cannot hug him because its sooo big.

well, as u could see i don't have to travel all the way to Japan and meet Mr dora..

the place where this huge thing is sitting is at queensbay mall, Penang..

at that time there was a Doraemon fiesta..i dunno y they really celebrate this creature.

if i have the multi chance to make doraemon my guy friend..

ermm...i would think twice eventhough i tink its cool but...

i would rather stand on my own 2 feet..dont wanna be like nobita...ehehe..

aku ku merapek nie..

oh yeah...just browsing through my file and found dis pic.. i just think its funny...

x taw pasai pa???

Alhamdulillah~~ Praise to the Almighty Allah...

Alhamdulillah and fuh~~

a long exhale coz last nite finally the result for last semester is revealed..

actually, i was not expecting it to be out so soon..since, u know upsi is very slow in everything.

yet, at about 9.++ pm i received an anonymous message sayin that that result DAHHH KUARR!!

dang! i was having my dinner plak tuh.. sedap2 tgh hirup kuah sup daging tersentak beb bace mesej itu..

anwase, thanks to the person who sends d sms. could not identify who was the sender but thanks anyway.

after a while, i could not cencentrate eating coz i was thinking about results..the subjects taken..seb bek i stil remember wut subject amek last sem.. it means my mind is still on track la kots..

very slow eating...constantly my mind is not at ease..

finally got home and take a cool bath first..

terusss...on laptop..

cek...

result..

heart beat: control2..

dont faint..

the page is loading...

Ouhhh...

Alhamdulillah...

syukur..

NOt bad laaa...since i studied that much so byk 2 la i get..

anyway, praise to Allah...

after knowing it....

im very inspired to get through practicum where the real challenge is waiting for me...

Aziah...come on2!!!

Lying

sometimes people lie and they lie for good. i know if im trying to lie to others, i will shiver and i dun really feel good. seriously, i feel damn bad about it. the things i said will be bugging me throughout the day until i can truly forget. maybe the next day or maybe not. depends on my internal memory.

the only lie that i feel marvelously good about is one BIG lie i have told someone. yet, i never regret telling it. i feel darn good as i can smile all the way feeling that im not a total bitch anyway. tehee~~. i think that is a great sin for me. y i dun feel bad at all as always? i dunno. i think the lie should be kept as a lie and should be delivered that way. Some people deserves to accept the lie because i believe they also have been lying to others all the way. u knoe, what goes around comes around. glad that it happen.

well, as i was saying that lies should be told to certain people that deserves it, i really meant it. not to be cruel to them but just to trigger their intention that life is like that. life is cruel and when you do to others, it will come back slightly at you in the face. a big slap at the face. so you would know how is it feel. then, you will realise that what you did is a totally unforgivable in the eyes of humanity.
after that, there goes the puppy eyes saying im sorry like they truly mean it. guess what! people lie again...they don't feel the regret. don't feel awful about it. they just wish that it will end.

that's life u know. life is cruel. life teaches you. life is sometimes a lie.

a white lie....

Sangat bloated day..

ermm..today, i start of my morning with no milo. take my bath and immediately run to celcm centre to replace my oh-so-old sim card which everyone regard it as 'zaman batu punya simkad' especially quoted from my mother. i really dun wanna tell about wut happen at the celcm centre since it really pissed me off. x kesahla. y spoil the fun for the day, aite?
then, straight away to penang..the city of ermmm..of hell of traffic?.anwase, the traffic today was OK but u knoe how penang drivers are. along the way, there are 2 accidents.not that scary tho.
reach at gurney plaza..i was bless (NO SALE)..ehehe..den i wud spend more
terus i search for the directory and wanted to find clarks boutique since im constantly aiming this beautiful, chic, very victorian shoe. i first fell in love wit the shoe when i was window shopping wit a bunch of frens in midvall.at that time, no budget laa...so, i need to wait. So, heres
the shoe that i have been aiming for since.....

option 1 :failed

cute right..just the one that i owezz wanted..hermm..but, here is wut i bought..finally:













option 2 : final decision

sob..sob..the model that i wanted is not available in that outlet so, i need to choose another one which is a bit similar or close to the one i've been dreaming about..wwuwuwuw..
as a matter of fact, i really luv it!!!..coze i tink it suits very well with baju kurung. i guess. compared to the previous one..
mak's advice: haaa..yang nie lagi nampak sweet. 2 buckles are more suitable with jeans laa..

and...i accepted her honest advice as i make up quite a moment to finally choose option 2 and tadaaa~~~ i got a shoe..akhirnye..

-Makan Time-
venue: Seoul Garden
Ratings: YUmmiest...
Meal : Barbeque , ice cream, ice-lemon tea,
New Meal: OH..today i ate octopus which i have never imagined to eat..ehehe..bet i can challenge Andrew..
Aim for the meal : ahahaha..eat while you can..gilerks ah!!..

While browsing some old pitcha...

OMG!!! this is "us" during cohort 3 muda mudi days.

i can stil remember that this is our 1st major drama performance.(princess mount le-dance) te-hee~~

x silap, it was in 200...x taw..lupe..

eventho, there are some glitches in dis drama..thumbs up and gud job guys!!

still think that this was our "kemuncak segala-galanya"

all the effort, i guess it pays laa..

waaa...im gonna miss all the fun stuff we did together..

but, we are finally at the near end of the road and nuthin seems much fun nowadays..

anwase, luv u guys!!!..

Currently adicted to R.O.S.S.A

as owez rossa's song are soooo:

1) melodramatic..

2)mellow...

3)sad...

4)where's my bf?

5) or mebbe ok, you can date that girl instead of me? (wth?). x logic sunggoh!!!

6) im hurt..so please stop it..duhh
7) i tink i shud cheat on u because ur becoming too lame (pudar song)

8) girl power!!! (hey ladies)

9) and the list goes on and on..

yet: im still addicted to her songs.am i being mellow now??

while facebooking--> rossa's album

driving --> rossa again
my baby creative zen --> rossa's oldies

im pathetic....help!!!

Sometimes i miss you

i miss you
sometimes...
do u miss me like i do?
i dont know and i dun care
Dear heart-breaker
i miss you, sometimes
i hope in the slightest way that...
that i miss you...

At 12.51 P.M

well, its been crazy these 2-3 days. i can sleep, obviously no matter wut happens i can still sleep soundly. i tink im lonely. yes! loneliness occurs where you are stuck in front of the tv 24/7. thats a sign babe!. newase, i was just thinking that mebbe my disorder of being single all the way is nearly to its end. y?. not that i want to start a relationship.
its just that:
i tink its CUTE to have someone

its just that. plainly. the problem is that i always have this negative impression about being commited.
*sigh*

My short term wishlist for someone

i wish that you never know.
never know that ur so smart and cool.
i wish that you never know.
that i cant have you in my life. (now or never)
i wish that you never know.
i enjoyed my times spending wit you.
i wish you never know.
that my brain says no but my heart is giving you a chance.
i wish that i will never let you know.
we are better of like this instead of something else.
i wish that you never know.
that life is not always as i wanted it to be.
i will never want you to know.not now.not ever.
the final answer is : no.

Tanjung Malim in memories

some memories which i will never forget:
i luv u all and may all of us will regain our strength for the next semester...


-irman-najwa- me


-Dapor siam-

-mr sidik sifoo of literature-

At home...and thinking wut 2 do..

im sitting in the living room..
idle..
i stil have not figure out wut 2 do during my sem break..

something on my mind?
1. blogging
2. tv-ing
3. reading
4. cooking course wit mak
5. sleeping + hibernating
6. ermmm....

turning a new leaf

i have decided after miles and long internal thinking...

i wanna start a new blog...fresh and clean..

i wanna be more serious in blogging...

recapturing and nurture almost all the incident happen in my life..

that's y my 1st post entitled turning a new leaf...