its Friday

this is my 1st week in Kedah and Friday over here means that it is the beginning of the weekend..hooray!!!
actually i have zero activity for the weekend because as always..no money, no talk...
haha..i think maybe for this weekend i want to seclude myself doing nothing..rilex a bit..clearing my mind from any problems(as if i have one at the moment)
ouh..maybe i want to go to the tailor...i bought a terengganu batik from Soli. so, i think its a great time to go there..
ermm...not much to talk about...just glad that its FRIDAY!!

1st tag for my blog

haha..this is a request from k-run and it is my first tag for this blog..so, im delighted to do it..hehe..

Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

1) crazy..crazier..craziest..
2) daredevil....she will do anything that she wants.
3) happy go lucky..always soothes me when im down.
4) great supporter...she always thinks that i can do anything that i want in life...
5) shes very...very..smart...salute~~

Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..

(1) love to read....watching tv...sleep...zzzz~~
(2) sometimes people dun really get wut im saying..haha...
(3) haha..my frens always said that im a bit blur ar times..
(4) i want to try and bungee jump in the future..tapi quite scared tho..
(5) a big fan of shoess..i cant get enough of it....shoe fetish..
(6) i wanna try cooking as a hobby...hopefully
(7) i dun like sitting in 1 place and doing the same routine over and over again...
(8) hope 2 find my future soulmate...insyaAllah
(9) do my best during practicum..and perform to the fullest
(10) I love being myself: not that im obsess being me...haha

Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..

OMG!!!..i dun have like 10 piple to do this..might as well tag my favourite bloggers..here they are:

1) suzanne: i met this gurl during my 1 month in KMM..sucha a lovely gurl..i admit shes cute and have a really great sense of humour.

2) kak long: if ur reading this~~yes i tag u..hehe...my schoolmate in PDRM..very cheerful..cherioss gurl~~

3) wawa: haha..ok..very hyper gurl..but i simple adore her..very lucky pidoss to have her..hehe..

4) pidos: if ur reading this..ur tag man!!!..

Slow and steady

currently now im staying in the hostel..the internet connection was not really that stable and im suffering in boredomland for a few days. arghhhh..help..somebody pls take me away somewhere for a looooonggg weekend. im desperately in need of a way to escape from here.

its not that i hate being here..ermm..i dunno..wth??..
oh yes. at the moment my status for practicum is still blurry. i just get to know my partner first while the schools and supervisor is still a secret. nobody knows. pray to god that i will get a good+supernice supervisor.amin.try to hope for the best but always prepare for the worst and if whatever happens in the future just go through with open arms.

as i was sitting while writing this entry in my room, i realised that the view from my cubicle room at the second floor of the hostel is really splendid. here, i could see the classes and walkway if in case i want to spot the lecturers coming to class or not.oh! balai ilmu!!...can skodeng people dating2 at nite or even in the evening.nosy parker sunggoh.

Parking lot,errrmmm..of course cars...and more cars...
kooperasi, i dont know what interesting scenarios i can see..ermm..maybe, to see whether it is open or closed. i dun really buy my stuff there so, i guess it does not matter most..

nothing much appears to be extra interesting..*sigh*

away for a while

im away for a duration of tyme.
will update when i have ample tyme to write.
been very busy and stress out(yeke?)
a new phase in life.
preparing myself for my practicum.
im excited + scared.
clueless

My next saga

this wud be my next collection for my bookshelf:
since most of the people who read this book gives postitive comments on how the writer successfully weaven the story into an anticipating vampire love story. i decided to start of a new saga. well, not to be influence by the movie and edward cullen aka robert pattinson's bluey eyes, i tink it is unfair for me to judge the book based on the movie. i honestly think that the movie is bad.waaaayyyy bad.i almost fallen asleep while watching it in the CINEMA, not at home ok.so, i feel sorry for stephenie and decided to read in order to better judge the story holistically.
speaking from experience of watching movies that are based on well-known novel. it turns out that the novel was waaaayyyy better than the movie. for example: harry potter. nothing could compare to the novel.

after completing harry potter's series of books. stephenie meyer's twilight is next in line. im quite ashamed of being the out-dated ones who finally read the Harry Potter's novel. but, what can i say? before this i was not into it. since, i have read the 1st 2 books which is the philosopher's stone and chamber of secret, then i realised that i need to finished all the series. if not, it would be waste, rite?

also, the reason is that i have participated in a Harry Potter's forum during my 5th semester. i represent the chamber of secret and honestly, i really enjoyed being one of the panel of the forum and discussing about this book. sucha blast!!! the fever of Harry potter strucks me right after i participated in that forum. before this, i just enjoyed watching daniel radcliffe as Harry.Haha..not that much excitement into reading the actual book. however, i admit.im a bit late!.x kisah la.

anyway, after this..twilight..and c wut can i say bout the book.


p/s: oh yeah..the next sophie kinsella's book would be out on 21st July..cant wait!!!

Estimation : 3 more days to go..

i have another 3 more days before i start my new semester.yet, im still at home. im spending the last special minutes at home.
this coming sem wud be extra diferent bcoze i will start my practical..shite..
this means that i'm teaching in a real school with real corrupted students..
dang! how can i do this.geeeeezzzz.it feels so soon. i dun even have time to do some extra thinking about this.
well, like it or not...i have to face it with open arms.
i don't feel ready. who does? who have the ultimate confident in handling 30 over students in a secondary school? raise ur hands plss!!..
the one thing that stuck in my brain is that you will never feel ready if you hasitate and still refuse to try. so, y not give your self a chance and try.
you might not know the adventure ahead, aite? i don't care less about the supervisor and some of the crappy old sickening stuff..
im just going to do it...prepare my stuff...deliver..and...walla! we will c what happens..
after all, i got nuthin to loose so y bugging my head. perhaps. get ready and charge!

-end-

Everytime i closed my eyes

i see myself in a crowd

yet, no one notice me

i see people mingle around

talking, babbling, gossiping

about life.love.frustration.excellence.

i see myself in a deserted place

where there's only me and someone

He cuddles me so i won't feel afraid anymore

afraid of what may come in the future

about trust.relationships.heart ache

i see myself 10 years from now

but i don't see it clearly

not as clear when i was little

its all black and white with sparkling beads

i would fear to know what is it

about challenges.fear.love-hate.

terminator plus shopping equals to a fun day

yesterday morning i woke up late.haha.since the nite before i was playing scrabble with a bunch of really expert scrabble players.i played it online of course. and, for sure they are expert coze they are all are mostly from England!! duh, they are the native speakers of English and for sure they are really good, aite. well, thats not the story actually.Haha.

My plan for the day is to grant my last cinema galore and final shopping in Johor. oh yeah, next week im heading back 2 Kedah where i will start my Practikm.dat is another problem.

i plan 2 meet adik in Jusco Tebrau after i finish watching TERMINATOR. what a blast. thumbs up to the movie.eventho, not a terminator fan, still i think the movie was marvelous. not to be miss by anyone.

after that, meet adik at Watson and there goes the shopping haven.haha..

watson: i bought "ehem" girls stuf.monthly needs + a weighing scale (becoze its on sale)..sangatla merepek..and its purple..

then, our stomach is in need of fast food so we headed for kfc first since both of us wanted to try the new and alluring kfc's latest spicy chicken.forgot the name tho.but we failed as the snake q that we were lining up was so long.so we surrendered to other people. no luck there.

so, another favourite stop for us is sikeret recipe laaa..where else?

i ordered my regular spagheti meatballs yummy and ice lemon tea...adik ordered for sometin like chicken stuffed wit cheese in it. looks good..maybe i'll try another time!!

after stuffing our self with good food. then the adrenaline for real shopping make its way..

wahhhh!!!!..sale tyme...

no..actually, i just need what i need..yeah..a bed sheet..queen size...look for that only ok..

so, i said to adik "queen size bedsheet with purple or pink colour only"

after searching hi and low for the perfect one..there are a few which is really more than nice...

but the price and budget, finally..the conclusion is a purple leafy printed bedsheet..

so sweet...

that's all. i manage to control my self..great for a start...need to save more..

lastly, waving tata to adik before both of us heads home..

-wonderful day but the trafic was really hectic-

Biggest Doraemon!!!

ahahaha..

1st impression when i saw dis big guy over here is..

"gile beso menatang nieh"

this is the biggest doraemon i have ever seen..cannot hug him because its sooo big.

well, as u could see i don't have to travel all the way to Japan and meet Mr dora..

the place where this huge thing is sitting is at queensbay mall, Penang..

at that time there was a Doraemon fiesta..i dunno y they really celebrate this creature.

if i have the multi chance to make doraemon my guy friend..

ermm...i would think twice eventhough i tink its cool but...

i would rather stand on my own 2 feet..dont wanna be like nobita...ehehe..

aku ku merapek nie..

oh yeah...just browsing through my file and found dis pic.. i just think its funny...

x taw pasai pa???

Alhamdulillah~~ Praise to the Almighty Allah...

Alhamdulillah and fuh~~

a long exhale coz last nite finally the result for last semester is revealed..

actually, i was not expecting it to be out so soon..since, u know upsi is very slow in everything.

yet, at about 9.++ pm i received an anonymous message sayin that that result DAHHH KUARR!!

dang! i was having my dinner plak tuh.. sedap2 tgh hirup kuah sup daging tersentak beb bace mesej itu..

anwase, thanks to the person who sends d sms. could not identify who was the sender but thanks anyway.

after a while, i could not cencentrate eating coz i was thinking about results..the subjects taken..seb bek i stil remember wut subject amek last sem.. it means my mind is still on track la kots..

very slow eating...constantly my mind is not at ease..

finally got home and take a cool bath first..

terusss...on laptop..

cek...

result..

heart beat: control2..

dont faint..

the page is loading...

Ouhhh...

Alhamdulillah...

syukur..

NOt bad laaa...since i studied that much so byk 2 la i get..

anyway, praise to Allah...

after knowing it....

im very inspired to get through practicum where the real challenge is waiting for me...

Aziah...come on2!!!

Lying

sometimes people lie and they lie for good. i know if im trying to lie to others, i will shiver and i dun really feel good. seriously, i feel damn bad about it. the things i said will be bugging me throughout the day until i can truly forget. maybe the next day or maybe not. depends on my internal memory.

the only lie that i feel marvelously good about is one BIG lie i have told someone. yet, i never regret telling it. i feel darn good as i can smile all the way feeling that im not a total bitch anyway. tehee~~. i think that is a great sin for me. y i dun feel bad at all as always? i dunno. i think the lie should be kept as a lie and should be delivered that way. Some people deserves to accept the lie because i believe they also have been lying to others all the way. u knoe, what goes around comes around. glad that it happen.

well, as i was saying that lies should be told to certain people that deserves it, i really meant it. not to be cruel to them but just to trigger their intention that life is like that. life is cruel and when you do to others, it will come back slightly at you in the face. a big slap at the face. so you would know how is it feel. then, you will realise that what you did is a totally unforgivable in the eyes of humanity.
after that, there goes the puppy eyes saying im sorry like they truly mean it. guess what! people lie again...they don't feel the regret. don't feel awful about it. they just wish that it will end.

that's life u know. life is cruel. life teaches you. life is sometimes a lie.

a white lie....

Sangat bloated day..

ermm..today, i start of my morning with no milo. take my bath and immediately run to celcm centre to replace my oh-so-old sim card which everyone regard it as 'zaman batu punya simkad' especially quoted from my mother. i really dun wanna tell about wut happen at the celcm centre since it really pissed me off. x kesahla. y spoil the fun for the day, aite?
then, straight away to penang..the city of ermmm..of hell of traffic?.anwase, the traffic today was OK but u knoe how penang drivers are. along the way, there are 2 accidents.not that scary tho.
reach at gurney plaza..i was bless (NO SALE)..ehehe..den i wud spend more
terus i search for the directory and wanted to find clarks boutique since im constantly aiming this beautiful, chic, very victorian shoe. i first fell in love wit the shoe when i was window shopping wit a bunch of frens in midvall.at that time, no budget laa...so, i need to wait. So, heres
the shoe that i have been aiming for since.....

option 1 :failed

cute right..just the one that i owezz wanted..hermm..but, here is wut i bought..finally:













option 2 : final decision

sob..sob..the model that i wanted is not available in that outlet so, i need to choose another one which is a bit similar or close to the one i've been dreaming about..wwuwuwuw..
as a matter of fact, i really luv it!!!..coze i tink it suits very well with baju kurung. i guess. compared to the previous one..
mak's advice: haaa..yang nie lagi nampak sweet. 2 buckles are more suitable with jeans laa..

and...i accepted her honest advice as i make up quite a moment to finally choose option 2 and tadaaa~~~ i got a shoe..akhirnye..

-Makan Time-
venue: Seoul Garden
Ratings: YUmmiest...
Meal : Barbeque , ice cream, ice-lemon tea,
New Meal: OH..today i ate octopus which i have never imagined to eat..ehehe..bet i can challenge Andrew..
Aim for the meal : ahahaha..eat while you can..gilerks ah!!..