Lying

sometimes people lie and they lie for good. i know if im trying to lie to others, i will shiver and i dun really feel good. seriously, i feel damn bad about it. the things i said will be bugging me throughout the day until i can truly forget. maybe the next day or maybe not. depends on my internal memory.

the only lie that i feel marvelously good about is one BIG lie i have told someone. yet, i never regret telling it. i feel darn good as i can smile all the way feeling that im not a total bitch anyway. tehee~~. i think that is a great sin for me. y i dun feel bad at all as always? i dunno. i think the lie should be kept as a lie and should be delivered that way. Some people deserves to accept the lie because i believe they also have been lying to others all the way. u knoe, what goes around comes around. glad that it happen.

well, as i was saying that lies should be told to certain people that deserves it, i really meant it. not to be cruel to them but just to trigger their intention that life is like that. life is cruel and when you do to others, it will come back slightly at you in the face. a big slap at the face. so you would know how is it feel. then, you will realise that what you did is a totally unforgivable in the eyes of humanity.
after that, there goes the puppy eyes saying im sorry like they truly mean it. guess what! people lie again...they don't feel the regret. don't feel awful about it. they just wish that it will end.

that's life u know. life is cruel. life teaches you. life is sometimes a lie.

a white lie....